much love to sable for sharing the dvds so quickly :) although I think I"ll need to wait until night to watch it.. I"m such a damn crybaby haha >_> *worse than aiba* ;D
so much stuff all at once.. I feel like I missed something somewhere ><
I really wish I had a way to watch japanese tv.. keyhole is just.. not really worth my time usually.. the sound/vid gets off sync after about 30 sec.. then just gets worse and worse until the video speeds up to match the sound >_<;; that and the quality is pretty damn bad.. AND I live on pretty much the exact opposite side of the world.. so when something shows at prime time in Japan its like.. 6am here.. lol pretty much fail ):
still haven't gotten anything done regarding moving to my aunts.. I'm thinking she doesn't want me to come or something.. even though she said it was okay over and over.. but I think that was only because she thought we had no where else to stay.. :/.. mom borrowed some money from grandma.. so she's good until may she thinks.. but I want out of here anyhow.. this place is so old and dead ~_~.. if I moved to my aunts I'd probably be able to get a job at the plaza.. but at the same time I don't wanna force it on her either.. it's not like I"m her responsibility.. I could always go to my grandmas.. but theres no jobs out there ~_~ meh.. I hope something happens soon.. waiting is pretty gay :D
the last comment nino made in voce was interesting.. it makes sense when you think about it.. how they were all thrown into idol status at the same time.. none of them with any clue whatsoever in what they should do.. just kind of feeling their way around.. so through suffering together.. and learning the ropes so to speak.. they became closer.. because probably the only other people in the entire world who could understand what they're going through.. are the people going through it with them.. if that doesn't bring you closer.. then I don't know what does lol.. I'm just glad they're all such caring people.. and could stick it out for the others if nothing else
I have an insane number of 'let's learn japanese' books.. since I originally started learning on my own.. I can count at least 14 just sitting around me right now.. and that doesnt include my 3 textbooks and 2 dictionaries.. I think I have 3 books on particles.. and 3 or 4 on grammar.. 2 on verbs.. tons on kanji.. and just general books too.. like about connecting sentences.. and actually I think I have a book just on idioms.. lol >_>.. oh yeah I have kanji cards too o_O.. they're just flashcards tho.. nothing too special.. but they really helped me out at first.. they were really quick and easy to use.. and I learned the first 150 or so within a week.. it helped me out when I actually took japanese classes at school tho.. I always aced the kanji quizzes XD
after buying all those.. and reading all the way through most of them.. you'd think i'd be a pro by now.. haha I wish I didn't fail so much still XD
that reminds me I should start writing my ニッキ again :D if only I had something to say..
at what nino said..it is so true. good luck with RL and hope you get to decide soon. hmmm..i think i am going back to self study nihongo again.:(
Posted by: mitchiko | 03/25/2009 at 07:57 PM