so I finally got to watch door to door last night.. I was going to wait until today but I couldn't sleep ... so I ended up staying up till 4:30 to watch it XD haha.. oh well its not like I have to get up early :x
I guess I shouldn't be surprised at this point.. but I still have trouble seeing how he pulls off roles like that.. afterwards I tried to mess up my face and talk like he did.. but lol I just looked stupid ): ...... XD yes I"m weird
I didn't expect good ratings.. because it was originally played here.. and if I hadn't even heard of it.. then I doubted it would get any better of a review in Japan.. >_>..
somehow watching this just made me fall in love with him even more.. haha if you can call it that.. well either way I feel closer to him now.. not that I can judge him from his character.. but still.. there were little parts that I could tell were him and not so much the character..
if only the camera angle was a little higher in that bath scene.. ahhhh ;D
now onto More.. I really love the way he takes it all in.. but then again.. is there any other way to see it? especially when you're taking on a role like that.. I'm sure the family of people like his character feel the same way.. they don't see them as anything special or pitiful.. it's just the way they are.. its like being short-tempered or naive.. it's just a trait.. its a much more visual trait than others.. but that's it really..
I love that he talks about how you should learn from experience not from silly explanations others try to give you.. I've always been an adamant supporter of that.. get your hands in there and get dirty.. figure it out yourself.. you'll know/remember it a lot better that way too.. my family often asks me why I'm so good with computers.. and it's only because I wasn't afraid of them and I jumped right in there and messed up.. fell on my face.. etc etc.. then I had to figure out how to fix it.. it's just like life.. you mess something up.. but then you learn how to fix it.. and probably never make that mistake again.. it's like people think it's some natural gift that I can type fast and know my way around a computer.. it's only because I've used them for the past 10 years or more.. that's all.. I've been playing online games since 1999.. its been 10 solid years now.. of course I know how to use a computer.. >_> and they've only been using them for not even 2 or 3 years really.. and not even half as much as I use mine.. sigh.. slight tangent.. but I think this all falls back into the 'people are so afraid of everything' thing.. "you just have to experiment", "what if it breaks?", "well then you have to fix it... or find someone who can for you"... it's okay to mess up sometimes.. it's probably better if you do really :P that's how we learn and get better..
I love children's curiosity.. it's so pure and innocent.. to them.. the world is just full of things to learn.. things they have no idea about yet.. it's so big and myserious.. so what he said about teachers telling the students to stop mimicing the child with a disability.. 1-it only makes them want to do it more.. 2-it does create that awkward mood nino mentioned.. they're going to start avoiding that kid.. because they might get yelled at by the teacher if they even just talk to him.. cuz adults get worried the kids will do something bad/discriminate somehow.. but the kids have no intention of that whatsoever.. they're just trying to communicate.. the only way they know how.. and really.. I'm sure the child with a disability would be happier to be treated normally from that other child.. (as in how the child would treat any other child).. than to be treated specially or avoided just because the other kid is scared of the teacher now... its just kind of sad.. they could have been good friends or w/e else.. but again because people are scared that others will get offended or upset.. just unfortunate
I also treat everyone the exact same no matter who they are or where we are.. or w/e else.. I actually treat young children with the same respect as an adult.. of course you can't talk exactly the same.. because obviously they don't understand everything yet.. but really I can feel their respect back through it.. its the same with old people.. often they'll be treated like they're too old to understand.. or too old to do certain things.. but I still give them the chance.. and if they really don't understand or can't do it.. then I'll help them..
kind of a tangent.. but I think it's important to keep an open mind with everything you hear.. no matter how old you become.. there are always new things to learn.. the world is constantly evolving and changing.. I don't think there will ever come a point where we know everything there is to know.. so even if someone is just talking about their drive home from work.. there's always a possibility of learning something new.. you can also learn more about yourself.. through listening to an opposing opinion from your own.. sometimes.. that's the only way to find out certain things about yourself.. because really the more you learn about yourself.. the better you can communicate with/help/coexist with others.. it only helps you really.. and even if they're bad things.. maybe through learning that part of yourself.. you can find a way to lessen it.. or even get rid of it altogether..
I don't know what kind of complexs I have.. I guess I don't really understand the word so much.. *goes to the dictionary* ( a fixed idea; an obsessive notion.) probably that.. oh god I probably have tons of them then.. but I'm not one to force my opinion on others so much.. (as much as I get on my soapbox here XD).. I don't concider this to be forcing my opinion on anyone.. I'm just trying to explain myself.. and how I see things/the world.. so.. sorry if I seem forceful xD..
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